I Am . . .

" So fall asleep with the windows open.. . ." this sentence from the Little Death's chorus ( by +44 ) has been goin around in my head over and over . nice song , ive been listening to it the whole week , still nt fed up wif it :D ( surprisingly ! )

lost my lovely memory stick 2day and still regretin why i left my memory in the class ! july intake is weird , lots of things are gettin lost . . . !

anyway , hope a really nice and kind person buys an ipod for me soon ! ( m nt that lucky :D i know ! ) bt for a while hav to spend my days without music in my cellphone and then see what solution i can find !

2morow is mr.brother's b-day ! miss him seriously , haven seen him in a while . . . wish him the best , wif his lovely wife !

haven seen mom too in a while , almost 9 mnths smthng ! miss ur foods mom ! hav been sufferin of hunger for 9 mnths ! :D wish can see her soon . i know she gt lots of problems back in iran , and these dayz gt even more . . . take care mom ! and happy b-day too !

hmm, mr.dad ! as usual got our own son-dad issues together ! i still donno why we cant hav a normal moment wif each other ! :D haha , we're the worst dad and son eva ! i bet :D

so far , this post has been my very familized post eva ! bt u know , its a free country ! i can write anythng over here :D

gud news ! finally done wif my nursery rhyme assignment . could do it much better bt wasted lots of time and didn hav illustrator on my laptop ! hope get a chance to re-do it :D

one day public holiday cmng through . gt some time to rest and relax ! guess a typical weekend is goin to happen though life is predictable! lookin for smthng unexpected happens :D whateva ! happy holidays . . .

hav been tryin to read people's mind ! hmm, better to say , studyin people and their actions and guess what kinda people they are based on what they're doin and the way they're actin :D ( don ask , i hav no idea what i just said )

so far has been interestin ! andrew also gave me sm useful hints! it gets really interestin when ur guess becomes true :D hehe . . . come people , come ! i wanna study u :D

* As usual , wanna share a song that hav been listenin to within the last few days . . . By Plus 44 , the band that was formed by mark hoppus and travis barker at the time that blink was on hiatus . check it out !

Little Death

My Friday night . . .

I was checkin some other blogs randomly and then came to the point that usually as long as u don link someone , you won be linked ! ( wtf ??! ) and i still don understand this LINK stuff :D sometimes we people start doin smthng bt then we don even know what is the purpose ??! are we postin a blog only to show other people what we have done and eaten or we need a space like a diary to write down whateva we feel we need to write . . . ?!

tomorrow we got class again . . . i don usually complain about college and assignments or classes :D donno why . . . bt m sure i have come over here and paid a lot to do these stuffs and go to college , so why the hell should i complain ??! ( another question wifout answer ! )

I wish god gives me some bloody confidence !! damn me , damn meeeeeee !! i need to get confident and be sure about smthng and go ahead . . . donno what im afraid of ! the worst thing that may happen is receivin a " NO " answer , so go daryoosh ,go !

before i forget it , yeah , MTV world stage was awesome ! my first and best concert experience so far ! that nite i really felt fully enjoyin life at least once in my life ! i just forgot every problem i had and all fuckin stress , i enjoyed . . . fully enjoyed !

hav been workin on my Mascot last few days , actually i like it . got some new ideas for paintin it . hope it comes out good . . .!

goin back on my TWITTER and keep updatin again ! follow me . . . !

I was almost infected by H1N1 ( m nt still sure im infected or not. . . don shake hand for now ! ) still coughin and usin medicines . hope get better soon , aimen !

Inglorious bastards is being played in States , awesome movie by Tarantino again ! lookin forward for it . stupid malaysia takes ages to play a movie . . . do they play any movie bt action ones ??!

- Cool converse , isnt it ?? need one . . . bad time for being broke !

Green like tomato !

Hi there , another week , another sunday and surprisingly another post ! lots of stuffs happened during the whole week and im thinkin what to start with !

after 2 weeks holiday , semester 2 started . crowded class , both January and march intake in one class and lots of problem with the timetable ! I think if I was the one to make the timetable , would do it much much better ! as I remember , the timetable was changed in the first 5 min of class and kept changing in the whole last week till i got another version 1 hour ago ! ( sounds so like design school ! )

My brother came here from new zealand with his wifey ! we were together for few dayz and then he went to visit rest of family back in hometown ! it was around one year since last time id seen him . some brother - brother hangin out and gud days all in all !

MTV WORLD STAGE live in Malaysia !! sounds so special and big !!! seriously , im so excited and cant wait to go for the event ! I hardly remember anythin such this event has eva happened in malaysia ! so , got the tickets last monday and waitin so bad for it ! that nite gonna rock malaysia ! ( i hope so !! )

Started watchin a tv show called " SKINS " . really good , characters , stories and jokes ! its more like a teenager tv show , everythin is based on some teenage boys and girls and their problems . don miss it , its also available on youtube !

Checked the pc fair . seriously , seriouslyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy , it sucks !! its nt only crap but also so complicated and u can hardly find what you're lookin for ! unfortunately couldn find any discounted Mac ! sigh !

And weekend ! did some assignments and just chillin and sleepin . . . recently sufferin from insomnia ! haha , haven had enough seelp yet . and unfortunately im nt that kinda person takin nap in afternoon . So I guess im goin to look like the guy in the movie " Machinist " ! god bless me !

Nthng more to write here for now . . . hav a nice weekend everybody ! and wish all hav the most unpredictable week from tomorrow !

Cheers

* The video below is from a drummer from south africa " Cobus " . His work is awesome , so young but so gud and pro on drums ! check one of his latest covers , love this one !

When The Cucumbers Attack !!!

hi there ! finally got a time to post here without any rush and stress !! first of all want to know what you think about the new blog's skin which is my second attempt ! ( it can be a good reason why i wrote V.2 on the header !! ) and second , some stuffs i wanted to post here after a while . . . so , here we go !
1- finally , happily and surprisingly our first semester's exhibition finished . I myself think we did a good work overall but . . .yep , it COULD be better :D lots of portraits and pop art stuffs on the walls of gallery , and yeah , we promoted our own t-shirts !
2-holidays started from last week , lots of sleep that i'd missed during sem 1 ! usually wake up at 12 something and it takes like 30 minutes after waking up to figure out where I am and who I am ! then when my mind is completely re-loaded , go to toilet while scratching my head and . . . [ this part is censored ! give me some privacy , i wanna pee ! ] so , my day starts like this and then ends in toilet again while im thinking how many times i went to toilet today ?!!
3-lots of movies to watch ! im a good downloader of movies !! [ P.S : special thanx to all dudes in Torrentz company ! you rock man ! ] The machinisit , Stay , Manhattan murder's mystery and gone baby gone ! last movies i've watched so far . . .wanna watch the usual suspects too, gonna be downloaded very soon !! im so happy now :D
4-Don't smoke !!
5-worked on some of the music and song ideas i had , finally found the right time for it ! spent some time working on music with my frend during the weekend and obviously , yep , that was fun . . .
6-Did i brush my teeth ?!
7-next sem is going to start next monday , honestly , im so excited about the second sem , i have a feeling it'll be totally different from sem 1 ( i hope so ! ) but , all depends on me that how I wanna pass this sem and what I really expect of it . . .
8-Did I mention that I brushed my teeth ?!!
9-its 2:05 am , sunday , 19/07/2009 ! scratchin my head and woderin what the hell im writing ??
10-" In The Cold Light Of The Morning " is a song by PLACEBO , the british rock band and one of my favourite's ! the song is from their 3rd album , MEDS , and for your information , their 4th album is also out ! still downloading it :D
P.S : I have no idea why I chose the title " When the cucumbers attack !! " for this blog :d I got so obsessed with cucumbers these days :D such weird creatures !


Placebo - In The Cold Light Of The Morning [ Wheneva I listen to this song , I feel so cold and like a guy checking the snowed and empty street through the window ! such a nice tune . . . ]

When you really feel it . . .

it's like u feel someone or something is always supporting you when you're even goin to be hanged or die cause of cancer . donno how to explain this feelin but its like a very great energy that makes u keep goin in life , not being alone and have the feelin u at least have someone carin bout u and knowin what u feel . . .
donno what u call it , God or whateva . . . bt i believe in somethng or someone that never leaves me , never refuses helpin me , . . . i need that help as i did before . im sure u still hear me , ur little daryosh is prayin here , u're the one know what is my problem , help me . . .

Irreplaceable !

2day was kinda different . . . donno how different but don really feel ok :D hehe , pressure everywhere ! smtimes even think what would happen if i never was born and came on this f***ed up planet :D
however , and so unfortunately im here , still alive !! actually its kinda interesting to think how would the world and especially my family would be if i wasn't born !
hmm, also sometimes think of going to live in an island or somewhere around south pole ! ( not north pole , im nt k wif cold weather :D ) just me alone there , sketchin in my recycled paper sketchbook that worth 3 rm ! and eating my wanton mee !!
if i never was born , definitely , my dad would have his best time of life without spendin lots of money for me ! and my eldest brother also would get rid of my crappy songs ! despite all these , its really funny but there wouldn be anybody called daryoosh in the house ! im irreplaceable ! yeahhhhhhhhhhhh , at least there's no posiblity to replace me wif anybody on this planet !! ( nw im relief !! :D hehe )


* anyway, after this stupid blog , theres a song i'd like to share . . . nt really new bt its the song that u have to put in ur ipod or whateva !
YOU FOUND ME - The Fray

K , Wassup there ?!!

Hi hi hi after a long time ! really missed typing in blogger and postin a new blog ! yep , college dayz and lots of work to do . . . and yep ! its definitely frustratin !
think this is the 6th or 7th week of college already but still explorin lots of new things and everyday in college is a complete different day ! especially when you're studyin design and got lots of stuffs to explore and find out bout many things u've never done before . . . actually i like it ! i mean , its kinda fun and every design project or assignment is fun ( don look at me like that ! ) though it takes time and is surely tough !
recently , got lots of things to think bout and my mind really got busy . . . from simple and daily stuffs to family issues and so on . . . hmm, but im still alive ! and bloggin directly from library ! hehe :D

* One of the latest song i could check out was the Green day's new single . . . "Know Your Enemy " thats a real simple and nice tune . . . actually reminds me of the American Idiot , but i really liked it ! check it out if you haven heard it yet
Know Your Enemy




And , got the latest album of All American Rejects ! thanx to Andrew for that ! hehe , they got a real cool album , didn expect that :D the song , "I WANNA " is makin me crazy ! really cool , the whole album worths for once try at least once !

and recently took some interesting shots ! try to upload them later ( wheneva i can challenge the laziness succesfully !! )
P.S: If you got any new song , let me knowwwwwwwwwww ! i need some :D cheers !