When you really feel it . . .

it's like u feel someone or something is always supporting you when you're even goin to be hanged or die cause of cancer . donno how to explain this feelin but its like a very great energy that makes u keep goin in life , not being alone and have the feelin u at least have someone carin bout u and knowin what u feel . . .
donno what u call it , God or whateva . . . bt i believe in somethng or someone that never leaves me , never refuses helpin me , . . . i need that help as i did before . im sure u still hear me , ur little daryosh is prayin here , u're the one know what is my problem , help me . . .